Thursday, December 27, 2007

Goodbye Ghana Hello Amsterdam

I have been in Ghana for almost two months now and tommorow night at 10pm my time in this country will come to an end. After coming here I am in agreeance even more with an old friend of mine who once told me that people only travel because they are searching for something they dont have. . So have I found whatever it was I was looking for coming here? I think I have, and exactly as I expected being here was nothing like I expected and the lessons I learnt were equally as suprising. Ghana has reminded me once again that no matter what you think you WANT, you always end up getting what you NEED.





When I think about what I will miss I dont even know that I will exactly miss anything. I probably will be relieved to get back home where I dont have to constantly be wary of alterior 'white woman' motive, to be just another person again will definitley be a breath of fresh air. But all those surreal moments will be things I remember forever. Ill remember the smell of african sweat. Fanyogo, plaintains, The predictable ghananian family - the possessive and loud mother, the quiet elder, the cheeky boy the impressionably young girl. I might even miss having a marriage proposal a day and little children chase me screaming obrunni. I saw elephants, I rode on the top of a cargo truck, I went to a topless shrine. All of it was great fun. But what did I learn? In a way I flew through a lot of things here in Ghana. I admit I think I may have righteously thought I would be able to come here and inspire and influence and change people in the space of a few days or weeks, when really by simply observing and listening to others who are on their way I was the one being inspired and influenced myself. I feel I has travelled through this country every bit the pupil and very rarely the teacher. I have learnt so many little lessons and gotten so many new ideas and perspectives that i dont even think a blog couldnt do it justice. so i will stop here and say medassi ghana love you long time. x

2 comments:

Gregory said...

ant wait for you to get back home. I am anticipating it every day bitch! have to chat and talk about everything in person. Cant wait to have photo slide night at mine too! cool cant wait sister!

tanaaz said...

ohh nessie poo i cant wait to see you! we have so much to catch up on. I love the your quote on only getting what you need. I miss our little chats. Take care of your feet.